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Friday, April 28, 2006

12:27 AM

mistakes we knew we were making.fuck ive made alot of mistakes this year.some of which i seriously regret doing so now.it's kinda funny cause right now i keep asking myself why the hell did i do that.for some strange reason i'm kinda regretting it now.though i fucking hate you but somehow i just regret it.god knows why but urghhh.i'm just so insanely stressed up with everything and i've just been making a hell lot of stupid mistakes.on the same way of what i did to a bunch of my closest friends ever.it's the exact same way on how now i hate them to the core and how i'm not talking to them at all.o gosh all boils down to fuck.i'm like in a fucking hell state that i cannot think of anyone who can possibly be worst.my studies are crap.im broke.im caught in the middle of some fucked up shit.im just totally going down cant possibly be worst man.its like why the hell is the life that messed up.most of my good chruch friends whom i've been close to since like pri6 are all like now my worst enemies.all because of that faithful incident which made me turn my back on them.funny thing is that now when i ask me something i do not even reply them.well lets just say that it's my mom's fault too.cause of what she did that day and cause of what that other fucker said that caused this whole hoo ha shit.what the fuck.and now he blames everything on me.claiming to everyone that im just a fucked up liar and so on but look who's talking man.he's the fucked up shit not me.i just so wanna fucking kill him somehow.ayy cause of that ass i've lost 3 of my good buddies.urgghhh ok i'm not going to talk about him anymore.i shall just try to live life to the fullest somehow.even though i think life is just so fucked up but owells.every single day is just but a step closer to the grave.fuck that.i just hate this year with the fucking o levels and all.its so stressful and full of shit.thank god for intoxication.or ill be dead by now.to vodka and all the lovelies in the world.without them ill be utter fuck.literally....

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;